Parasit - Gita Gutawa

Petir membangunkanku,dari mimpi burukku...
Selama ini ku hanya terperangkap dalam medan magnetmu..
Baru kusadari,kau seperti parasit..minta ini itu,kau minta padaku dengan semaumu..
Cukup sudah,kukini mulai gerah,kubutuh oksigen untuk aku bernafas..
Tanpamu...

Pergi kau ke ujung dunia,dehidrasi di gurun Sahara,hilang di segitiga Bermuda...
Pergi kau ke luar angkasa,hipotermia di kutub Utara,hilang di Samudra Antartika...
Dan jangan kembali...kau memang parasit!!

Mulanya malu-malu,lalu jadi benalu...
minta ini itu,kau minta padaku dengan semaumu..
Cukup sudah,ku kini mulai gerah,ku seperti bom atom yang siap meledak..
Karenamu...

Pergi kau ke ujung dunia,dehidrasi di gurun Sahara,hilang di segitiga Bermuda..
Pergi kau ke luar angkasa,hipotermia di Kutub Utara,hilang di Samudra Antartika..
Dan jangan kembali...kau memang parasit!!

xoxo,
-edwina-

...2 MENIT SETELAH 2 TAHUN...

Cuma 2 menit.Hanya 2 menit.2 minutes only.Whatever lah mau bilang apa.
See? cuma 2 menit and we didn't do anything..

Gue mau dateng ke sekolah,ngumpul sama temen-temen smp gue cuma gara-gara pengen ketemu dia.salah satu temen gue bilang dia juga dateng ke sekolah.so,gue juga dateng padahal sebenernya agak males juga.. :P tapi karena kangen banget sama mereka,ya udah dateng aja.
Gue tungguin dia sambil ngobrol-ngobrol sama yang lain.Kita mo ngomongin rencana reunian kelas kita.eh tapi yang dateng cuma 8 orang gitu,abisnya banyak yang gag bisa..
Kita ngumpul di taman.hmm,I remembered with something.flashback lagi deh..
pengen banget gue duduk di depan kelas Matematika deket taman.duduk di pilarnya sambil inget2 sesuatu tentang dia.Disitu dia berlutut di depan gue dan minta maaf karena dia bikin ilang catetan biologi gue.Gimana gue bisa marah coba?huhuuhu.Ya udahlah.Udah lewat.Toh dia juga ga bakal inget.mungkin.Gue cuma bisa liatin tuh pilar.Ah,full of sweet memories. :)

Gue nungguin dia ma temen2 gue lamaa banget.Ternyata dia lagi negrjain soal tes gitu dari kepsek SMA.haduh,kurang kerjaan deh,ngapain sih?!..Kita kan ketemuan mo ngomomongin acara reunian.lah ini,malah ngerjain soal,lama pula.,hufff.... :( lumutan gue nunggunya..

Detik-detik terakhir gue udah mao pulang dari SMP gue,tiba-tiba dia dateng.right in front of me.
oh God.I'm speechless now.Gue ga tau mesti ngomong apa dan gue ga tau mesti ngapain.
Perasaan gue campur aduk banget.gag karuan.
senang.
sedih.
marah.
kecewa.
malu.
kagok.
ah,gag tau deh.I can't explain my feeling.It's too hard to be described.
actually,pas liat dia,gue pengen nangis.nangis sambil senyum semanis-manisnya. :)
then,dia pergi lagi.cuma 2 menit ngeliat dia dan selesai penantian gue selama berjam-jam di sekolah.one of my friend said, "Na,kenapa tadi ga salaman or ngomong sama dia?dari mata lo udah bisa kebaca,Na." yah,temen gue yang satu ini emang jago soal baca-bacaan..hahaha.
yah dia ngerti lah gimana perasaan gue.

Padahal gue udah usaha supaya gag nyimpen perasaan lagi ke dia.Tapi,kenapa masih kerasa ga enak yah?Dia yang udah bikin gue nangis tapi dia juga yang bikin gue senyum disaat yang bersamaan.Gimana gue bisa nyalahin dia??

Hmm,gue rasa,dia bakal bikin gue nangis untuk yang ketiga kalinya..
Dan gue harap gue juga senyum karena itu..

I miss you,beem..
:)

....if you're not for me,then why do I dream with you as my husband?...

I love this song so much...If you're not the one by Daniel Bedingfield..an old song but it's very meaningful for me..very easy to listen and understand what the song means..
it described what my heart feels...hmm, you know, I put an extremely big hope on him...I love him, I love his profession that he chose, he loves travelling just like me...

when I knew that he'll be "someone that I loved and impressed" I thought that I have found my lovely one. I was very excited that I found him! I didn't expect that! and I was trying to get closer with him..
then I rethinking about that...is he the one for me? will he be the first and the last for me?
I want to..but...
if he isn't for me but for other girl,,what shoud I do to face my feeling to him? should I erase it and wash it far away or keep it as a memories?
I don't know what to do..he is my obssesion..

Just like the song, this is my big hope:

....and I hope you're the one I share my life with...and I wish that you could be the one I die with...

and I'm praying you're the one I bulid my home with....

...is he really my guardian angel?...

tanggal 10 - 12 mei kmaren gw ikut LDK osis d sekolah...pas hari pertama setelah perkenalan sama kakak pembinanya,kita langsung main game yang berlaku buat 3 hari..
namanya Guardian Angel..
pesertanya itu ada anak2 osis, 4 orang kakak pembina,2 guru,n suster..

gini caranya.tiap human atau manusia punya malaikat pelindung. nah,tugas si guardian angel ini adalah nagsih perhatian dalam bntuk apapun ke human masing2 tapi ga boleh ampe ketauan sama humannya. nah,rahasia guardian angel ini baru dibongkar pas hari ketiga..
trus stelah dijelasin aturan mainnya,kita langsung kocok nama. Nama yang kita dapet itu adalah human kita,yang harus selalu kita ksi perhatian selama LDK ni..

and the result was.. I got Eliezer..oh my God..what should I do? gw ga deket sm dia..kalo gw lgs care gt ntar ktauan dunkk..huhuhu..bingung deh..

hari pertama,gw masi biasa2 aja ma dy,hari kedua jg gt..gw cm ngasi dy surat d kertas tisu n gw selipin d map dy,,tau deh dibaca atau ga..hehe..

pas hari kedua malem,gw nulis surat buat dy n gw lipet bentuk pesawat gitu..hahaha..jadi inget pilot..hhee..rencananya mw gw lempar d depan pintu kamar dy..
trus malem itu,gw dapet pop mie..tapi krn gw ga mau makan jadinya gw bru kpikiran mending gw kasi ajah ke dy..hehehe..tapi ngasinya ga skarang..ntar pas yg lain udah tidur..hoho..

jam stenga 4 gw bangun..yg laen msi tidur..dalam kegelapan malam (cieee..haha) gw pelan2 ngambil pom mie gw trus gw nulis d kertas kecil n gw tempel diatasnya..tulisannya "buat ezer, bon appetite!"..

trus gw kluar kamar dengan alibi bawa2 botol air minum buat isi air dr dispenser..gw kaget bgt ada jovian d depan kmar anak cowo..gw takut ktauan klo human gw ezer..akhirnya gw taro tuh pop mie d atas meja piket..gw isi air minum trus balik lg ke kamar..

ternyata pop mienya udah diambil..

hari ketiga,siang,jam 2 an gt deh..
haha..skrg sbelum penutup ada evaluasi buat guardian angel..banyak banget yg dapet hadiah dr angelnya..macem2..ada surat,ada coklat,ada makanan..dan bbrp human n angelnya uda ktauan..

sedangkan gue?gue ga tau angel gw syapa n angel ge jg ga ngasi apa2 ke gue..huhu..gw uda cemberut aja pas lagi evaluasi..eh ternyata gw ditanya gw kasi apa ke human gw..gw bilang aja,gw ngasi surat tisu,trus surat bentuk pswat2an n yg terakhir pop mie..trus si ezer lgs ngeh gt pas gw bilang pop mie..haha..

trus dy ditanya,ngasi apa ke humannya,,dy bilang gn, "gw ga ngasi apa2 ke human gw..tp gw nanya2 soal news letter n jurnalistik.." just in case,smua mata langsung liat ke gue..lgs aja pada teriak,"cieeee..." oohh,ternyata angel gue tuh ezer...haduuuhhh,,

kakak pembinanya blg tiap kali main guardian angel psti selalu ada yang saling jd guardian angel n human..dan biasanya mreka tuh soulamate..hahahahaha...

ok,the point is walopun gw ga dapet apa2 dari guardian angel gue dlm bentuk barang,ada 2 hal yang bikin gue seneeenggg bgt:

Pertama, ezer guardian angel gue dan gue adalah guardian angel ezer...

Kedua, perhatian dy soal newsletter n jurnalistik,trutama soal program gue,ga sbatas sampe permainan guardian angel selesai,tapi tetep lanjut sampe sekarang...hahahaha...

-lotofthaksformyguardianangel-

Seorang Wina berharap :
seseorang yang saat ini ada di sekolah penerbangan,dalam beberapa tahun yang akan datang dengan segera dapat mewujudkan cita-citanya...

hadir saat perayaan kelulusannya nanti..

setiap saat selalu bisa mengantarnya ke bandara untuk membawa para penumpang menjelajahi angkasa luas..

mengucapkan sampai jumpa sebelum ia berangkat dan membawa si pesawat..

berdiri tegar di balik jendela kaca bandara sambil melihat pesawat yang dibawanya take off dari landasan..

dia selalu dalam perlindunganNya ketika membawa pesawat dan kembali pulang tanpa kekurangan suatu apapun..

menyambutnya dengan sukacita di bandara ketika ia telah selesai membawa pesawat dan para penumpangnya dengan selamat..

pilotnya bisa membawanya terbang kemanapun dan kapanpun..


dan yang terakhir...seorang Wina berharap..

si calon pilot yang saat ini berada di sekolah penerbangan itu dapat segera mewujudkan cita-cita terbesar dalam hidupnya..dan menjadi miliknya.selalu.

...officially missing you...

Did you know? your dream is my dream.I was very happy when I heard that for the first time.I just imagined that you'll make my dream come true.just in a moment.

Did you know?
In every breathe that I take,I always prayed for you.I asked to my dearest Jesus..
to bless you in every second of your life..
to guide you when you're stumbling in the dark..
to protect you from something bad..
and to make you feel what i'm feeling now..

Did you know?
Every day,every hour,every minute,even every second of my life..
I'm waiting for you..waiting for you to come back..
waiting to see you are smiling at me..
waiting to hear your breathe..
waiting to feel your hand when you're holding me..
and waiting to say what i'm feeling..

MISSING YOU.
So much more than you'll ever know.

Did you know?
Have you ever want to know about my feeling?Have you?

Don't answer,dear.I don't need it.That's not what I want from you.

All I want is you.Just you and yourself.

...a man in a uniform and driving an aeroplane...

Last week,I were listening to Prambors radio.It wasn't my habit before,listening to the radio.But the topic in Second Wave for that night was attracted me to listen carefully.
The topic was about "What kind of job which will make you travel around the world without paying a lot,or even free?

The broadcater,Daud Tobing,mentioned some jobs,such as,flight attendant,diplomat,and the last was pilot.Oh my God.My heart was beating after hearing that word.it made me remembered with him.( I think I don't have to mention his name,,haha)

And then,Daud Tobing called an expert flight attendant by phone for a little interview on air and sharing her experience.Her name is Wuwu.What a funny name!hahaha..
She had been a flight attendant for 10 years and had travelled to many countries.And Daud asked her,"Have ever fall in love with the pilot?or the porter at the aiport?haha.."

And Wuwu answered,"Yes,it happened to me just for a while,especially with the pilot,of course.It's very normal,because we were almost together every day.at the same time,same place,and also same flight.But actually,my husband wasn't pilot.."
Daud said,"Haha.That's right.Who doesn't love pilot? Man in a uniform and also driving an aeroplane..Ok Wuwu,thank you for your time.Thank for sharing your experience here with us,bla bla bla bla..."

Oh God.Did you listen?Did you think same as with me?

See!Falling in love with a pilot..I'm feeling it now..
I don't have to be a flight attendant to falling in love with a pilot...

I was smiling when I fell asleep..
Just in a moment,he will be what I want him to be..
I hope he'll be my pilot..who will driving my life..

Langkah-langkah membuat Form di Dreamwaver

Elemen Form
Form berfungsi sebagai tempat pemasukan/peng-inputan data,pengolahan dan penyimpanan data

Elemen form terdiri dari:
1. Form
Untuk menampung elemen yang akan dimasukkan kedalam jendela dokumen.
2. Text Field
Untuk memasukkan karakter.
3. Text Area
Untuk memasukkan karakter yang lebih banyak.
4. Check Box
Untuk membuat beberapa pilihan.
5. Radio Button
Untuk memilih satu pilihan.
6. List/Menu
Daftar pilihan berupa list untuk memilih satu pilihan.
7. Jump Menu
Sama seperti diatas tetapi mengandung link.
8. Button
Obyek yang berupa tombol untuk menjalankan proses dengan fungsi yang berbeda yaitu:
Submit untuk pemrosesan data dan Reset untuk menghapus data.

Bagaimana cara membuat Form?

1. Buat file HTML baru atau modifikasi file yang telah dibuat sebelumnya
2. Masukkan tabel (Insert Table).Buat 2 kolom dan 3 baris.
3. Bila pembuatan tabel telah selesai,coba ketik kata-kata berikut : pada kolom pertama,berurut ke baris berikutnya : Nama,status,hobi
4.

Langkah-langkah membuat frame di Dreamwaver

Frame pada dasarnya digunakan untuk membuat halaman web kita menjadi lebih menarik.Kita bisa membuat ukuran layar di sebelah kiri dengan sebelah kanan berbeda.Ukuran sebelah atas dengan sebelah bawah berbeda.Di dalam frame pun kita dapat membuat frame lagi.Dengan Frame,tampilan web kita akan menjadi semakin menarik.

Ketika orang klik menu pada Frame di sebelah kiri,maka menu yang di-kliknya itu akan muncul di sebelah kanan.Demikian juga sebaliknya.Itulah salah satu dari kelebihan frame.

Langkah-langkah membuat frame :
1. Klik menu Insert dan arahkan pointer ke Frames,maka akan muncul kotak dialog frames.

2. Pada menu frames akan terlihat menu-menu lagi.Kita dapat memilih jenis Frame yang ingin kita buat.

3. Frame ini dibuat dengan Insert>Frames>Left and Top,dan kita bisa membuat frame lagi dengan feature yang lebih bagus lagi.

4. Dalam pembuatan frame,pertama kali kita create di Dreamwaver,bordernya adalah adalah Nol,dan waktu di-preview di browser maka bordernya tidak kelihatan.Warna frame adalah warna hitam.

5. Gambar di bawah ini kelihatan berbeda dengan gambar diatas yang mana bordernya lebih besar dan berwarna merah.

Langkah pembuatan :

1. Pilih menu Yes pada Option Border
2. Pada Option Border Width tentukan berapa besar border yang akan dibuat
3. Pada Border Color,tentukan warna yang akan digunakan untuk border.

Menyimpan Frame

Menyimpan Frameset File

Untuk menyimpan Frameset File,pilih menu File > Save Frameset
Untuk menyimpan Frameset File dengan nama yang baru, pilih menu File > Save Frameset as

Menyimpan File Frame

Untuk menyimpan dokumen yang terdapat pada sebuah Frame,caranya klik Frame tersebut,lalu File > Save

Menyimpan semua file yang terdapat pada frameset

Untuk menyimpan semua dokumen yang dibuka,termasuk dokumen pribadi,dokumen frame,dan frameset dokumen ,pilih File > Save All

"Since I found you,my life seems brand new.."

This is one of my favourite song,which describe my feeling if I'm fall in love with him,,
besides fall in love with this song,I also fall in love with the singer..Do you know who??
CHRISTIAN BAUTISTA,of course! His songs always make me melting and fly away..haha..
So,I'd like to show what the lyrics is..

I think of you
In everything that I do
To be with you,whatever it takes I'll do..
cause you my life,you're my heart desire..
you've lighten up my life,forever I'm alive..

Since I found you,my life seems so brand new..
You've show me the love I never knew
Your presence bright my whole life through..

Since I found you,my life begins anew..
now who needs to dream when there is you..
For all of my dreams came true..
Since I found you..

Your love shines bright,through all the corners of my heart..
Maybe you're dearest part..
I give you all I have,my heart,my soul,my life..
My destiny is you,forever true,I'm so in love with you

(Back to reff)

Since I found you..
my heart forever true,in love with you..

(back to Reff)

He didn't know anything...So stupid!!

So stupid of him!!
I'm trying to write this with English,but it's very hard..haha..but,I'll try..

so,one week ago,my friend,Lona,came to my house.She wanted to complete her Mandarin's note.On the way to my house,I sent a sms to "mon pilote" (Francais).I asked him,"How is the announcement?".then I started this conversation.He replied it and say,"I don't know.They said next week again and again."Oh my God!How long will I have to wait again? But,I have to be patient.And then,I replied it in order that to make him happy..hehe.

I arrived at my house.I asked him,"Is it raining hard now?".
He replied,"Yes,but now it's just cloudy."

And then,a few minutes later,Lona and I played "Pancasila 5 dasar".haha.Just like a kids,but it was very fun..haha.and Lona asked me,"Ina,do you know how much do I have to pay if I send a sms from Malaysia?" but I said,"I'm sorry.I don't know.Hm,But I'll ask him."

I typed this,"Hm,do you know about the tariff for sending a sms from abroad?"
He replied,"I don't know about that,because I never send a sms till abroad."
I was dissapointed.And I tried again.
"How about the tariff from malaysia?"
He replied again,"Actually,I don't know.I just know send a sms to China is Rp 2900/sms using telkomsel."
Disapointed again.What should I do now? I'm trying again.
"Wow.It's very expensive."
I try and try again to make him ask me "Where are you going to?".But,the result is,he didn't ask me about that.And everytime I ask him,he always said "I don't know"..So,what does he know??

I was very mad about him,,but,,I can't do that longer..
Do u know why?
Because...

Why do I say "Good Morning"?

Actually,i don't know why,maybe,when I made this blog,It was 10.00 am..so,I said Good morning..hahaha..but I was thinking again about these words again..I hope that all of the people open my blog right after they wake up in the morning,even early in the morning..and hope these little words could give them a lot of spirit in the morning...

so,,
Good Morning,,
:)

welcome to wina's sweetest blog

haiii...


good morning all..

I welcome you warmly to my blog..:) this blog will be a place for me to share the stories of my life to you all.hope we can know each other well and share the happiness.this blog will give you many information about me.only me.ok,remember that. :) It's nice having a blog.Ok,shortly,I just want to remind you.Keep your eyes stick on my blog.Hahaha.. :)

thankyou...merci...xiexie...arigatou...gracias...