....if you're not for me,then why do I dream with you as my husband?...

I love this song so much...If you're not the one by Daniel Bedingfield..an old song but it's very meaningful for me..very easy to listen and understand what the song means..
it described what my heart feels...hmm, you know, I put an extremely big hope on him...I love him, I love his profession that he chose, he loves travelling just like me...

when I knew that he'll be "someone that I loved and impressed" I thought that I have found my lovely one. I was very excited that I found him! I didn't expect that! and I was trying to get closer with him..
then I rethinking about that...is he the one for me? will he be the first and the last for me?
I want to..but...
if he isn't for me but for other girl,,what shoud I do to face my feeling to him? should I erase it and wash it far away or keep it as a memories?
I don't know what to do..he is my obssesion..

Just like the song, this is my big hope:

....and I hope you're the one I share my life with...and I wish that you could be the one I die with...

and I'm praying you're the one I bulid my home with....